Not sure if this guy is gonna ditch me or what...?

SO I'm not too sure if this guy just wants to f me or if he really wants to be bf's after. There is this guy and he has said he wanted to pop my cherry in the past, that he loved me, smack me (not violently but down below), wanted me to choke on his ____,but all this in a jokey kind of way etc., well yesterday he asked me to go to his house and he said nobody would be there! I don't know if I will be y enough for him. I mean, what if he thinks i'm ugly naked or that I have a weird azz or something... I mean what do guys go for as far as that?? And I'm comfortable doing it, I'm just nervous of what he will think if it happens (which I probably wont let it and am not in a big rush)