Im struggling with acne and its ruining my life?

um first of all... WHO CARES IF YOU HAVE ACNE that is probably the reason you are breaking out, cause you are way to stressed about it! i have acne too and i use noxema... but you should try something more effective like pro active. by the way that is terrible that you fell so strongly about your acne that you didn't go swimming for 2 summers... you are probably really pretty but self concious. don't worry about it and just live.